2007, goodbye in 30 mins

Somehow my stomach starts to hurt like some twisted intestines right now and it is not the toilet's calling.
It just hurt like some acid poured onto it.

2007, I supposed to end with a happy note but somehow I am not that happy now.
I don't wanna deny anymore.
I don't feel secure with you anymore.
You just don't provide security. NO!

Somehow, somewhere or another, you just turned to someone I didn't know. Maybe it's just a part or so but to say the least, I am so fucking disappointed that you didn't wanna reply me.
Didn't wanna reply, no time to reply, forget to reply, never see the msg or simply fallen asleep, your answer to my wishes come so fucking disappointing.

Enjoy the party, wherever you are.

Fuck off!

30th Dec 07

(Lychee mint ice blend & Ice rambutan from Coffee Club)
I am left with not much significant feelings for the coming year. I guess it's gonna be a typical sleepless Sunday night again. With or without the afternoon nap, I always have difficulty having a good sleep on Sunday. Hence I go ahead with the 1 hour plus nap just now and feel I have the energy to last me till the next day. (Not!)

I had uploaded a few pictures but lazy to post them. Guess I have to start from Christmas, a season the more anticipated, the less beaming on the actual day.

This is my Xmas gift given by Jason. I called it 'Ben, Ben' (Stupid in Chinese) due to some functions that can't be shortcut. Despite it's "stupidity", I still have feelings for it already and won't exchange it for Jason's other offer (photo printer). Plus Sony Ericsson being S.E still has it's plus points like the powerful picture quality.
The first pic of the drinks was taken by this handphone. A typical Cybershot take that I don't even need to further enhance it's colour or contrast.
On the down side, it uglfiy me.
Period.

I gave Jason this. A Kenneth Cole Reaction Auto watch.

In exchange of the (in terms of design, I think...) not so impressive Chopard. (Yea right.)

Oh...forgot to mention. The day before we celebrated Xmas & anniversary, he got me another present. He told me it was for Blu-Colour (My Eeyore) and I refused to believe. I opened anyhow and...


(Cute right)


(Blu, Pin, Yello & Orin)

If you are near Esplanade, go to their underpass. You would be surprised to see the colours of it!



They (the displays) are very cute and fun to take photo with.

Macdonald now has the Mudpie & Berry Cookies' Mcflurry. It's actually just your Orea Mcflurry plus the Sundae Choco/Strawberry filling then rojak together.

Looks wise ain't that impressive.

But if it ain't that look, I wouldnt look like that too. A lil' expensive going at $2.50 though but it's yummy. Oh..I tried that Berry Cookies, the strawberry rojaked that oreo is good.


Wanted to post more pictures but I think I shall just stop here.


I dunno if we are as happy as we seemed anymore.
Just feel that something has changed...maybe it's you, maybe it's me.

Such a Monda-ie Wednesday and I felt so sleepy the whole day.
Could be due to the lack of sleep or rather bad sleep the night before.

You know, somethings..I really wanna put down. Sometimes I thought I had put it down but it will always tug along. You realised it is like a small piece of rock chained to your feet by a somewhat unbreakable chain.

Is it because of the song that I am listening? Such an emotional tune makes me think so much?
What exactly have I fallen in love with? Maybe just myself and my imagination.

不能分手的分手

Some songs, I just can't forget. Maybe that melody stings but you probably never forget it.
不能分手的分手 - One of the OST from 'My lovely Sam Soon' (Wo ai Jin San Soon) and I still think that is my fav korean drama. The plot was nothing too sappy, too dramatic etc.
I am not your typical korean flicks but some of them, like normal drama, you just keep watching as they show on TV.

Christmas ends in another 6.5 hours and less, it's time to pack up your feelings and look forward to the new year.

Usually people review their year coming to the 31st Dec but again don't bore me with your typical resolutions.
A year passes faster than the previous and I am somewhat getting numb by the normalcy of how life goes on.

I can only say, I am very glad that I know you.
You, you, you, you and so many you-s.
And maybe you.

I realised last night that there are quite a few drafts unposted.Some unfinished, some just a random thought and some really personal to me.

Personal not being that I cannot bring myself to share.
Just that I do not know how to and then sharing might not be a good thing to others also.

Be blessed for the year.
I love you.

11.11

I dunno if that is true but I thought it was very romantic.
In the show (Witch You Hee), the guy told the gal that you look at the the time (spontaneously) and the time is 11.11 (be it pm/am), someone is thinking of you.

I was sneezing quite a few times just now and waiting for my comp to load, I looked at the time and it was 11.11PM exactly. That thought stroked me and I was thinking who could be thinking of me that very minute too? Haa..

Anyhow Christmas for me this year is quite normal. Normal in the sense of nothing too extravagant.
Jason bought me a S.E handphone and I was just joking all the time about giving me stuff like handphone, LVs etc. To be trueful, what he gave was so much more than what the branded could fetch for and I really never mind anything.
I was a lil' shocked to see the handphone cos' honestly I would not need another one.

But anyhow...thank you Jason. :)

Christmas...Did your wishes come true?
I guess one of mine did.... :)

11.11, would I chance upon it again?

Always thought why is love on the screen so much more romantic than actual? If those plots derived from people's thoughts, imagination & creativitity, then why is it not seem on you & me?

If you watch that korean drama "Witch You Hee", you will fall in love with that romantic Wu Long rather than that very handsome Johnny.
Wu long may not be that drop dead gorgeous and he has very big pearlie white teeth but damn, he is so cute & romantic that I don't see how hard it is to fall in love with someone like him?

Acts like bringing gal to movie, dropping love notes (folded to heart shape) in the popcorn, sending very cute & romantic sweet video messages in between work, always reminding the gal that he is her superman and will always be there for her, bringing her to a very personalised place to eat(& it's not even expensive) filled the place with flying balloons and still give a present.

I mean how sweet is that and I don't think those are very hard to do?It's not asking you to cut a piece of yourself each time to remind us that you are too romantic to give up.
Like once in a while, giving her a rose or so when you go out for date isn't hard & so expensive.
Like bringing her to a nice & romantic cafe once in a while, isn't very difficult. It's up to you to recce such places. Friends, words of mouth, internet, advertisements, what have you?

If you have no idea, watch more romantic movies and pick ideas from there.!
Online P2P portals are everywhere and you don't have to always watch comedies, RAs, sports, wars & horror to be a man.

I'm not dissing our boyfriends here but again sometimes they suck.
Haha. I think I should not quote examples here.

So how good are we girlfriends here? I never think I scored a Dist for that but sometimes you reap what you sow. Maybe if you guys start practising Romeo, we will become your Juliet or Angelina Jolie or whoever that turns a switch on.


Yea, I did that. Christmas in a few days, I hope all of you will enjoy.
Bring on a bless year.

Hari Raya Ha Ha Ha Ha

With no discriminative motive, I got that from my dad's trying-to-be-funny note on the fridge.
Hari Raya Hahahaha..That sounds so funny!

I'm staying up to feed the mosquitoes! TMD.
Just because tomorrow is a holiday and I'm not going anywhere, I'm gonna exploit this season by sleeping late & waking late.

I am so "eager" to va-va-voom myself for my cousin's (whom I swore not talking more than 5 sentences before) upcoming wedding (that's so sudden for me) on the 19th Jan at Raffles Hotel. I just don't like my paternal side relatives and I wanna dress to kill! So wanted to make their jaws dropped dead with their ego.

So much about it, December seems a rather busy month and I have a few things in mind that I wanna get for the new year.

• A smartie,executive look black frame spects. (not ur avg geek look)
• A small dairy planner for me to doodle but not my previous type.

Umm..tentatively I can only think of these. Probably I'm not even thinking.>My poor Dad has been coughing for quite sometime and I'm really worried now. I admit I am quite a selfish daughter and I will live to regret.

God, please bless my parents with good health.

Anyway, I was so bored that I searched for someone in Friendster.

And I found him. =)

Hee...He was my Chinese teacher from Sec 3-4.I really liked him alot then, so much so that I don't think it was just a silly crush. (Addtional useless infor: We shared the same birth date, just separated by 11 years. How bizzare, how bizzare~~)

I guess I'm free to admit now cos' I'm over it. Of cos' like what I said previously, being over someone doesn't mean the past is wiped off like it did not exist. Denial of such is really pointless & gutless, I feel.

I won't forget him and the feelings I had for him. It was though painful & sweet then but still precious.

That being said, I guess I would not be brave enough to strike a conversation with him if I see him on the streets. Haha.

Of cos' he was the start of how much I really like someone till..well, everyone should knows how the story flows now.

Anyway think I'm gonna watch some movie now, whatever I can find good on PPstream.

Everybody, before Xmas, enjoy your Hari Raya Ha Ha HA!

你知不知道

When he told me long long ago that he likes this song, I thought he meant another one.
But this song now hits a spot whenever I listened to it.

I was having dinner in front of the TV as usual, watching Kinship on Cha 8. So I saw this part whereby Alvin Ng wrote the letter and it ended with, "I will only love you this life time."

That was very cliche but hopelessly romantic if spoken by the right person. Even so I was still struck by that 'life time' part.
I was thinking how many times can a guy say that in his life?
Not counting those those that ended up with One & Only One partner,(ie; fall in love with one gal, go courtship with her,married her and never ever look at others till the end of time) I am quite ready to believe that a guy would have said at least 2 times of such sentence in his life.

It is quite boring to quote a hypothetical example so I thought of mentioning Jason with no harboured intention of any kind.
(Sorry, dear)

See...Before me, Jason had loads of girlfriends. Majority were just flings in secondary days and the last one ended in poly. But he said that 3 magic words to at least 2 gals before. (and I knew one of them. Bizzarely was my secondary school mate and once same ECA mates)
Maybe he did not add on the word 'life time' but again what does it matters? That 4 letters weigh alot to alot of people.

I was thinking...when you fell in love with someone, even when you met someone new and perhaps really,really love him/her alot, does it completely wipe off the fact that you were in love with the case-of-the-ex then AND you did said 'I love you' to that person before?

Not only Jason, I know of alot of guy friends like that too. It makes me wonder,badly...always.
Perhaps at the end of the day it is all the way that a male & a female's chromosomes make up and the way their brain is made to function.
But how do you know that you will never meet another one that you would love and what would happen to the one that you loved?

I was reading on a certain girlfriend's blog archives during lunch cos' I had nothing better to do.
Much as I do not like her, I still totally understand why and how she felt for someone before her current boyfriend.

The same is with me. I do not replace someone that I loved even when I am with someone I love? Sounds complicated,no?
Guys common answer would be that they had forgotten about that one in the past, be it they were together or not, had moved on and only love his current one most.
While I do not doubt the fact that the guy would love his current lady most now, I am otherwise quite doubtful about the forgotten about the past part.

To be brutally honest now, I realised that I still didn't forget Ronald. Much as I know Jason may not like reading this and may be hurt but I just wanna say that there is no comparison.
I wanna say that I still miss him and will perhaps will keep going on for a period of time which is not to be defined. I seldom step in 7-Eleven now but tonight when I did, I still see his shadows.
I didn't wanna forget neither do I want him to be replace.
Guess it will always be a part of me.

And that is what I sumed up is about most (emotional) gals' whom I know.
I can't guarantee you a life time love but each I love you doesnt mean my past feelings don't mattered.
But I guess we never know what comes ahead and I just always wanna thank you for being there, for loving me.

Now coming to the end...I have no idea how my post links. Darn it but hey it's only Tuesday, I had a long, busy day so pardon me.

Love,
Ling

Me, I want a Hula Hoop~

Introducing Blu-Colour, the NEW arrival. Not necessarily NIKE soccer related though.

How's your weekend?Weekend is still here today before crazy blue Monday sets in again.


Christmas is setting in fast and have you realised how freaking fast this year has been? I can't settled for the fact that I am 24 next year. 24 seems unreal for a moment and honestly, who really feel that old? Old is still quite young but then 24? 24 was the age which I thought marraige would comes in mind but heck, I was nowhere ready. Not mentally, not physically, not spiritually and not financially.

When I asked Jason if it's scary to know that we are 24 soon. His reply was ,"Hui meh?"
-__-. 24 for guys are like 14 only, I supposed.

We went to catch 'Alvin & The Chipmunks.' I kept saying I don't remember this childhood cartoon till I saw the original cartoon drawings that it came back to mind.
Nonetheless this is a relatively easy movie. The storyline is honestly so very average but it's cute! The whole movie, you would just hear gals' squealing and even some claps when the songs were sang.
Theodore is sooooooo~~cute!

I found Lucky Star outside Cineleisure. You can't see very clearly but it's tiny "crystals" inside. Hope it brings me GOOD luck!

I haven't talk about Blu-Colour huh? I found it at Cineleisure MINITOONS. Going at $6, I took the one I first picked. (Ok,Jason paid)
I asked Jason did he know what it's called. When he said 'Eeyore', I told him it's called 'Blu-Colour'.
That's me. Stupid name for a plushie but spontaneous. Eeyore is everyone's else but mine is called Blu-Colour.
He had to stuff it behind my back and I let it be.

We went to PARAGON's Toysareus(However that rip off place is spelt.) My luck to be tasked to buy my boss's kids' presents. TMD!
There's nothing like having to buy something for someone you dislike. Ok, her daughters are sweet things and I like them. Just not thier ma ma. Mamamamamama..ma-de!



I was picking up all the plushies and taking photos with the lousy 2mpx. No doubt my face is losing it's contour and looks horribly fat in the pics, I still took it.

Much unlike Jason who only kept refusing a photo. I wanted him to hold this Barbie and posed a pose like me hugging a bear. It will look so funny but he doesn't think so obviously.
That is the best he can do.
So not spontaneous!


We went to Starbucks at night. I am becoming a weekend caffeine addictor. I felt that I have to drink lattes off such cafes over the weekend. Strangely the caffeine doesnt work that much for my body.

He was busy playing with his Atom.

And I was busy cam-whoring.



Outside Tanglin.

I keep on having the fear that my hair's gonna wake up hay wired or reutned to the original state the next minute.Of cos' I do not want such limpy flat hair but waking up with straight, well disciplined hair feels gr8!

That's a sun shiny Saturday morning for you. Though rain drops keep falling on my head later on but that doesnt mean my eyes would soon be turning red~~

Just how many times in a month do you need boosts?
I need mine at around once per week or fortnightly.

Just how many times you wish that the sleeping night stretches longer?
I wish so almost every night lately. (So damn good to sleep!)

Just how many times you wish you spend time doing other thing than the one you are doing right now?
I try not to think about it but then who won't?

Just how many times you wish weekends last 5 days and weekdays take their shot at 2?
I wish so,all the time since I worked.

Just how many times you snapped outta the blue and wanna focus on life?
I did, tonight.

And just how many times you realised that this is yet another cycle?
I counted more than 120 times and stopped.

Probably every boss's a piece of shit

I was "ill" and took urgent leave today.
Slept till really late for a weekday. While my body totally feels rejuvenated and deserved, my mind can't stop cussing & cursing about all the craps that my boss gave this morning over the phone.
To be honestly justified, it wasn't that bad and I wasn't all spare from 'mistake' but again if you know what kinda shit my boss can be, you will feel like me.
She's forgetful, stubborn blah blah de blah.It's like the word 'boss' is a totally waste and wrong for someone who is ..like her.

Times like these make me wanna move on to greener pastures but again every company has their own faults & probably every boss is a piece of shit.

Just wondered how long more should I stay on? Give or take another half year and I truly need to move on. I dreamt of wanting to become a kindergarten teacher this morning but I thought of the low pay (in my dreams).

Nevermind, never mind! Move on, Mich!

Over the weekends

Fyn & I planned the first ever couple date. It was totally a spontaneous thought and I'm glad that we have it. Thank God that the weather was great yesterday and totally wet today.

I guess these days the photos make this sanctuary a more interesting place, not words anymore. Don't know where the hell did I place them? Lost in zone.


@ Elephant of Asia.
Introducing Fyn & Benson. Our colours matched!The same colour but 4 of us wore it in different tone, making it so spontaneous!

Elephants are so smart animals but I felt a lil' unwell at the end of the show. Maybe stood for too long but I'm glad I didn't spoiled the trip by vomiting. Haha, lame!


@ the Splash dunno what sea creatures show.
It was so damn crowded and we were only left with the edge space with alot of other heads view.


Taking a break.


It's the 4 of us holding butterflies. I was kinda scare when Jason 'transferred' the butterfly to my finger. Who knows if butterflies are poisoneous? Ok, I'm kidding.

We went to Vivo afterwhich and had our dinner at White Dog Cafe.
Don't bother going to Earle' Swensens! Go to White Dog Cafe. Good food, justified portion for price and good services.

See the difference and similarity of these 2 pics?
;)

This is Vivo's Xmas tree, like a gigantic ornament!


And this is us, looking extremely blurrified and tiny..

Walking around and goofing a lil' at Daiso.

Shoot for the stars!


Hmmm...


Fyn was refusing a hat.

Golden Retreivers!!!Only 3 months old.

@ Spain2Dream after we said Goodbye.


Colourful poster, I like!


I~~~~can give you anything~~~~


Ugly reindeer with an imposter along with her.

Gals love taking pictures of food. Period.

Nuggets & Chips before we embarked our journey.

Strawberry Latte, looking kinda different from the menu.

This was taken during last Saturday at Gloria Jeans Cafe. I think I'm a lil' addicted to Cafes' coffees now.

Dont always think I would end a weekend post with a cam-whoring me.
Not always so, ok!


I dunno why my cheeks are still so fat!